Hysteria

2009-04-02T12:32:00.005+08:00

Hey ladies, go "hit em up style" !!

I suddenly remembered this song from sec school. And i'm now humming to myself in the computer lab. I'm bored so i'm surfing the net and blog-hopping right now. Came across "hasyot inc" multiply and saw something really funny!! The "hantaran" stories and the table on "before and after marriage". I am seriously giggling to myself. These bunnies are looking at me as if i've gone out of my mind. Haha. Ok gtg scream at them!!!!!!!!!!

Happy April Fool Folks!! =)

2009-03-09T08:47:00.002+08:00

Ok guys, i'ma start my grumbling session. Tanak dengar sudah! haha

I am feeling so tired. I don't know why. It's like i'm working non-stop from saturday till thursday. And sometimes i feel like i'm suffocating from working too much. The only time that i feel like i'm being myself is when i'm with my G.C's. I don't have to act proper or talk proper since i can be as mad as i want to. (but smtimes korg ah2kan aku je kan?!) haha. Sometimes i feel like one bloody hypocrite. But the thing is, i cant be myself, even at my own house. Because there's always a thing called "rules". And sad to say, i hate it. Things have been going on as per normal, but i think my enthusiasm in life is running out. I'll seriously go insane before i even reach 21. And for god's sake i'm ONLY 21. So why do i feel like i'm carrying too much burden? Or isit just because i feel like i can't take it? Is it always gonna be this way, me working like hell, but knowing that it's never gonna be enough?

Fuck it.

Aniwae, i spent my weekends working. Ok duh. Another weekend wasted yet again, and in years to come i think i'll still remain this way. haha. Ok to Sab & Ifah, me and inod are planning for a weekend out this saturday. I've already taken my day off, because seriously i think i need it. To breathe in the saturday "air". haha. It's been such a long time. So guys, give some suggestions coz me and inod thot of going for our own "K-Nite"!

2009-03-04T08:36:00.002+08:00

Obviously

Somebody
is
not
happy
with
me.

Where did i go wrong? I'm always minding my own business and these "people" have to rake up gossip about me. And these "people" are also dissatisfied because obviously i'm doing alot better than them. Let's be logical, i don't have the papers to outshine them. So what is their problem? Urgh.

Update: I have permed my hair. Haha. Not really what i wanted but still i thought atleast it wasn't so bad. No more time wasted to do my hair. lol.

To Sab&Ifah: Marina is having holidays, so maybe we could plan GC outings!! Weee~

2009-03-02T23:33:00.007+08:00

i am back

ok yet again. i noe seriously my blog was left abandoned. but never mind. i am "planning" to keep up with this. lol. Aniwae, had a great weekend.

Friday
was the BOMB. The"$200" day. Haha. I'm so happy but at the same time felt like time is running out and im 21 this yr. Wah fuck man. But the friday was so much fun! & I couldnt stop laughing and irritating my frens. Esp Sabrina and Nana. Met up with Ifah&Aza. And then saw Sarinah&the bf. We cam-whored and guess what? I'm always the ugliest of them all. Haha! Seriously its been such a long time that we went out to town and just keep up with what's been going on in our lives. Serious, funny and nonsensical talks. And with nana forever talking abt how she wanna dress up like a cheerleader gone wrong. Omg, i couldn't stop laughing. Yet again. One day i'm gonna die of too much laughter. HAHAHA.

Saturday
was working. And it was so so so boring. My customers were all very swey people. I'm like counting down the minutes and hours to cabot from there. After work, met up with Jean&Bf for awhile. Had a heart to heart with them, but somehow i feel like things aren't the same with me and her anymore. Isit bcoz i'm being too sensitive? I don't know. But let's not think too much about it. She's still one of my best friends. After that, met up with Sab&Husband and fren to slack. And the joke of the day is.......... "Sab muntah". hahahaha. I was having a migraine and we were like talking to distract us from vomiting right inside the van. Muahahaha. (Sori Sab) =p

All in all, a great way to end a weekend. De-stressing myself and doing some self-reflection. I should go out more often and stop cooping myself up at home like some boring nenek. haha.

Ok then, i love u guys. you know who you are. =)

2008-11-28T14:03:00.002+08:00

MAJOR BREAKDOWN IN PROGRESS

what am i supposed to do now?
a failure. dats what i am.
but then at the same time
i'm still thinking of a way out.
which way exactly i dont know.
will i ever live up to their expectations?
or will i just continue living in someone else's world?

for once, let me do what i want.

2008-11-25T21:08:00.003+08:00

Ok fuck it man.
I hate school and they hate me too.
What the fuck am i supposed to do man.

Quit school? find another alternative?
I donoe what to do.
Why the fuck didnt that bloody "knn" tell me earlier?
At least i wouldnt have wasted 1 yr of my time and money and my parents money.
And what? Telling me only now?
Go fuck yourself.

2008-11-19T14:44:00.004+08:00

Ok im bored right now.
Doing fyp and donoe what distance matrices and fire escape routes. I'm scared i won't be able to do it coz it's a bit chim with calculations and pythagoras theorem and all maths bull. Which reminds me of my sec school math lessons, taught by Mrs Ng botak. Haha. How i miss those times, when there was nothing to worry about except homeworks and mere small stuffs. Going sheesha with Grace later, and im worrying about money again. Again & again. So how? Should find one rich nerdy guy and live in bliss. Chalo beteh.

boredom

2008-11-12T15:05:00.003+08:00

Let's give a big hand to Sabrina

&

Welcome Muhd Naufal to the club!!

~Wwwweeeeeeeee~

Overdose

2008-10-29T22:49:00.005+08:00

Hello peeps. I'm Nanie. You know anot? If u donoe means u stupid.

Today i went to this stupid ura exhibition thingy. And earned 1 stupid point. Had to go round the exhibition for 2 hrs and 15 mins. Seeing & reading nonsense. Super bored & sian man. After that went to Popeye's and had lunch as me & grace were super super hungry. But then something happened and i didn't know what to say to make things better. Omg. I can be so dumb sometimes. *duh* And i was also thinking of my job. Which sucks big time. Always kena nag & nag & nag.

I HATE MY LIFE RIGHT NOW!!!!!!!

Aniwae, the only things that can spice up my life abit. Books. Hehe. Have any of you read Jodi picoult & Kevin Lewis? Its super super superbly nice. Sometimes i just feel like kissing the book. I'm so so in love with it. I wanna buy a bookcase, a really nice one. But wo meyo qian and there's no space to put. Haiz. I wanna get another job soon so i can work more days and earn more. How how?

Random:
Here's some pictures i wanna share. I call these the Self-Overdose. I donoe what the hell my siblings were doing. Turning my brother into one ugly geek.

I think it is a matter of love
The more you love a memory
The stronger and stranger it gets.

Lolli Lolli

2008-10-23T14:16:00.025+08:00

Ok lots of updates. My blog is dusty again. *cough cough*

19 Oct:
Raya Outing with the GC's. Woohoo~
Even though not all was present, still a great time.
U know i know who. *bubbles*
So then, as usual, catch up on all the latest news and gossips.
And i simply couldn't resist Matin Anaqi.
He's sooooo cute i can really faint.
Hahaha.

21 Oct:
I can still remember the weather.
Super hot & humid. Wahlao.
Me & Grace's intention was to go to school.
But ended up somewhere else.
Macdonalds, her house, my house, Bugis.
Went to an interview at Bencoolen.
And it was so ironic.
Bcoz we were supposed to be selling Skincare products.
And guess wad? We dont know anything.
Haha. So no surprise there, we didn't get it.
Went sheesha-ing late evening.
Heart to heart conversations are of course, necessary.
Coz that's what we do all the time. Lol.

So then..

let the pictures do the talking baby..

*winks*

Cheers to those who hate me.

*Bluek*

Aishiteru

2008-10-17T12:20:00.003+08:00

Lemme ask you a simple question.
Can u ever really define the word LOVE?
Isit commitment? Money? Affections? Chemistry?
No one can ever really define what it means.
And dat's why i'm feeling confused.

I Love You
That simple stupid phrase which will make me so depressed
that i have to struggle and cover up what i'm really feeling
For fear that, if i ever happen to believe it.
That's the end of everything that i have fought for.
My dignity and pride.
The future that i had already pictured.

Just yesterday, i watched a korean movie titled "Love Exposure"
As what the title says, there's certainly a lot of expos'e going on. Haha.
A few wise words from it:
"A man is never really a man unless he cheats"

Isit true or isit not true?
To some extent, maybe it is true.
But does having a connection with someone's bf considered normal?
It is not
And i've been trying so so hard for these past 2 years to break it
In every way that i can
But the truth is,
I'm still hanging.
He's dangling the rope, and i'm the one hanging.
Can somebody please tell me how to make it stop?
Please

Fallen Angel

2008-10-14T22:06:00.010+08:00

Tramping in my own world and space.

Sometimes i stop and wonder what the hell am i doing.
Whatever i do, it all seemed pointless.
But then i've got nowhere to turn.
No left or right.
Just the straight road ahead.
An empty road.
Just me strolling.. slowly.
But I've got alot of people surrounding me,
So why the hell do i feel all alone?
If u don't get it, then neither do i.

Adek Boge Toge

2008-09-27T00:09:00.004+08:00

Ok people. (peeper)

Let's all wish a Happy Birthday to My Most Spoilt Brat-Baby-Brother.
Hahahahahah.
He officially turns 8. Wth? One digit no? And i'm going 20. $#%@&
Ok shoot.

Break fast with my family to IMM.
I lurve the fried fish soup there but somehow it wasn't the same as i expected.
I used to eat there everytime with "dono-wads-his-bloody-name" Hmph. Ok whatever. I miss my grandma. Haiz

AND LASTLY
I CANNOT GET ENUF OF DIS PICTURE
SO THE TERENCAT
HAHAHAHHAHAHA

Gossip girl

2008-09-22T10:42:00.008+08:00

I'm currently in love with GOSSIP GIRL

And of course i just love staring at Penn Badgley.
OooO. Superbly Hot. *winks*
I've been watching it since the 1st episode of Season 1.
And now Season 2 has just begun.
I seriously can't wait for the 4th Episode
titled Ex-files! Haha.
Am i a drama freak or am i? LOL. I think i have obsessive compulsive disorder.
I can be totally into this series and i'll even think about what'sgonna come up in the next episode!!
Omg, there's something wrong with me.
Totally.

I love my dad & I love my dad again.
There's no one else that can handle things the way he does it.
And thank him that its only between us & him.
How i wish i could take back all the hurtful things i've done and said to him.
Becoz now then i realise that he can go to even the deepest holes and try his best to make sure that we're all right.
I love u again.

A7X

2008-09-16T15:34:00.003+08:00

Shit Shit Shit!!
Avenged Sevenfold's coming to Singapore.
And i'm asking my cousins and friends to go.
Coz i wanna go.
Badly.
AAAAHHHHHHHH!!

YAWNS

2008-09-15T23:03:00.010+08:00

P.s: Coz this post is really bored. Seriously.

I simply cannot get enough of my bored life.
I don't know why everytime i feel like when life's bored,
i fall into depression mode.
Like seriously DOWN mode.
What the hell is wrong with me or isit my surroundings?
Everything is so boring nowadays.
I look at myself in the mirror
and i see a really lame looking person.
Haha. Wonder what's up with me nowadays
Coz i can't stand boredom AT ALL.
I'll fidget and start to get into "Egna" mode.
Life's supposed to be full of
colours & rainbows & roses & butterflies & of course laughters.
I, here lack all of those.
My life's like those black & white & sepia pictures u see in oldtime movies.
Gosh.
Somebody help me, pls.

Boredom Babies

2008-09-11T12:55:00.005+08:00

Hey everybody.
How's life? Bored?
Yeah me too.
You know i know, Ok Sab?
Wakaka!

Woke up in the morning and i got missed calls and text msgs.
Most of them were from him. Asking me to take care and everything.
I'm not sad and i'm not pissed.
Bcoz seriously, i dont even know how i feel.

Mami Jarum is seriously getting on my nerves.
I almost had a fucking breakdown early in the morning.
Omg. What a way to start a day.
Can things get anymore worse? F***

Aniwae, just finished my blog-hopping process of the fellow ex-yusoffians. And i'm reminded of my sec sch times. All those happy-daffy memories! Oh how much i miss all those old times! Can i turn back time? *Sob Sob*

Then i was reading&reading and came across one saying that girls and boys should have social equilibrium. What the hell. I totally disagree on this one! There is no such thing. Whatever it is, i still believe that girls deserve alot more, simply because we are BORN to be girls. Haha. Ok i'm crappin right now.

Yesterday Ape Day Day!
Went to break-fast at lucky plaza. The GC's and Matin Anaqi! He's so freaking cute i snagged a chance to bite his leg when his mom wasn't looking! Haha. (korg jgn blg huraizah eh! mampos aku! LoL) It was superbly fun coz normally when i mit them its not always full house. But then, nana was absent due to unspecified reasons. Hmph.

K i know i'm lame today. Ok whatever. Bye!

I'm fasting right now and i'm craving for nasi ayam penyet. Haiz. Discipline discipline. Can tahan one! Chia Yo!

Speechless

2008-09-09T15:02:00.002+08:00

I am depressed.
Mainly because my mom's been babbling bout how unsatisfied she is with me.
The problem is, i don't know WHAT.
And alot of people are not satisfied with me.
Typically. Urgh.

Now now
A few days, and he'll walk away.
It may seem stupid but then its like a goodbye for us.
It just feels that way.
You lead yours, i lead mine.
It's so simple isn't it?

Gone were the days where i can just act like me.
Without acting, without pretending.
To just be who i am.
Which i rarely do nowadays.

Gone were the times when there was always someone there for me,
No matter how shitty i feel, no matter that we weren't together anymore.
I knew i could always call you up anytime and say what's on my mind.
But i chose not to.
And i'd rather keep it to myself.
And i hate myself for behaving this way.
Because i used to be so dependent on you.
And i've been trying very hard to not turn to you.
Very very hard.

No matter how u seem to be, whatever it is,
I wanna say thank you to you and your family
for every small little things you all do
that make me feel really happy.

I cannot describe how special and welcome
you all make me feel
and a million times thank you.

You and Me?
We have to stop going round in circles.
It's time to stop.
Stop everything.

God, help me.

Sian Sian

2008-09-08T09:33:00.004+08:00

I'll dedicate this post to my dearest Ma'am Sabrina.
Since her pm in msn today is
"HOW BORED CAN A LIFE BE?"
Like seriously, it's so damn *%@#$!@%^@&^ true!
Well, high fives to you and me.
But i guess mine is lamer than yours.
Haha

I'm in school today!
Like wow-woopdeedoo.
I hate school.
And i've just discovered something about myself.
I cannot stand people who talk monotonously.
Especially my facilitator.
Omg, my eyelids are seriously drooping. Sheesh.
What a day to begin with huh?

Ok now you all listen ah? Listen to mommy, listen. LOL!
As you all know, it's the fasting month. And i was so freaking bored at work yesterday. It was sunny outside but in the store, it was freezing cold i kept peeing and going to the toilet. WTH RIGHT! And in addition to it, i was wearing this soo thin long sleeve. How much worse can it get?! Nvm about that. I was daydreaming as per usual and humming to myself when i realised that the stupid store was replaying the same song over and over again for the past one hour! It was "Stairway to Heaven". Even i managed to memorise the lyrics and they weren't decent words at all! wakakakaka. "I close the door, u close the window, i close the curtain... lalalala.. we find love at the top room of the stairs" WAKAKKAKAKAKAKKAKA. MACAM SIAL NYER LYRICS! I sang to my senior and she started laughing like hell! What a song to hear man. My ears aren't fasting. LOL.

Then and then and then, to match this stupid song, I saw something, something so sooooo obvious. There were 2 MUSLIM kids, I guess maybe ard 16 or 17? They were so intensely french kissing and groping each other's hair and neck like it was the last thing they'd ever do. WHAT THE FUCK RIGHT?! Its purely for public viewing, trust me. Everyone who walked past was like staring at them. Makciks and pakciks were shaking their heads. I called my colleagues to come and see and they were oohh-ing and ahh-ing. What the hell. Haha.

These yp's. Don't they know there's always a place for everything? I mean it's not wrong, but wrong because its the fasting month. It's their bloody business what they wanna do, but cmon sia. Do it somewhere where nobody can see lah. Right? But aniwae, thanks to them, it was the entertainment of the day for the BHG people. Haha.

K lah imma stop babbling.
Chalo beteh people =)

erm.. I'm Back?

2008-09-05T00:10:00.005+08:00

My blog's so dusty and i'm turning rusty.

Tell me. Does it rhyme?! LOL.

Hey Guyyss!
I've totally revamped my blog.
And i'm totally satisfied with it.
OoOooOoo.

School Starts right about today?
And guess what? Nothing's normal.
I DIDN'T COME.
toot toot.

I'm so anxiously waiting for my pay.
I have alot of things to buy
but then, without realising
all my money dissappears
*poof*
Oh my.
I really need to learn how to SAVE.

I miss my GC's after reading ifah's entry.
Superbly emotional and it brings back great memories.
Memories that will stay with us forever.
I only wish for one thing.
That whatever problems you guys face
I really hope that we can be the place
you all will turn to, to help you feel better.
7 years of friendship
Will all stay?

nabilah's invitation

2008-08-15T23:07:00.002+08:00

Nur Nabilah Nashira's 2nd birthday party is coming soon!
Wee~
Like seriously i can't wait!

So to sab, i took this from u as a formal invitation for myself. Haha. Wth right?

And as for me, life's pretty normal.
Its boring and lame as per usual.
Can life get any more boring than this?
Sometimes i really wonder.

im back babies

2008-08-13T18:20:00.002+08:00

Miss Rosie is officially back

Hello to those people out there who miss me! Haha.
I haven't been blogging for like weeks and weeks and weeks!
It is BECAUSE.. I cannot use my stupid internet & i'm tired &busy.
LOL.

So.. school's ok. Just that sometimes it's hard not to get angry at these towners sometimes. Omg. A lot of incidents happened but i won't say it here. Wanna know? Call me. Hehe.

I miss my friends, like alot.
Especially the G.C's. How come there's no plan of meet-ups? (*sobsob*)
And i miss my ex-republikans too.
Like where did everyone go? huh?

I have this feeling like i'm alone.
Like what the hell right? I donoe.

K guys that's all for now.
Like sabrina said, "I'm the magician!"
and i'll appear and disappear. So look out for me!
:)

Its a new day

2008-08-01T11:26:00.006+08:00

Morning peeps
*yawn*

I'm in class with this teacher. And she's damn monotonous. Like i seriously want to try and yawn infront of her and i guarantee that i'll get a bloody D. Haha. Wat-eva. Yesterday went out with 'the' family. I was hesitating to go out with them but then decided to just go along and just have fun. And indeed it was. Like hell, everybody was on "SO HYPER" mood. The ones who went were the ones whom i was very close with. Used to. And we even had a motto for yesterday " Be hyper. Be wacky. Be you!" Haha. I was happy coz i was just being myself after a really2 long time. U know sometimes within different people u have to have a certain kind of conduct? Like how u portray and behave yourself without regard to how crazy u actually wanna be. When u act a little out of normal, they give u this one look like ure retarded? With them, there is no such thing as CONDUCT. Haha. And there was this one moment i was about to cry, when his brother said things that i would never expect him to say. Like saying why i was being so formal with him when i used to hug and treat him like my own brother. *sobsob*

I'm glad that i got that one day even if it was only for awhile. At the same time, i was abit sad coz he's going to NS soon, and well, this was the last celebration. Exchanged a few thoughts and we didn't talk alot, because we know what's going to be said. No matter coz i don't wanna think about it too much.

Ok this morning, i got really good news. After endless calls to schools to apply for relief, somebody called me this morning! Thank fate that i went to school late! haha. Weee~ But its a sec sch and i'm scared. Who knows if i cock up later? Shit. Ok nvm, i'm going to bask in the happiness now! hahahah.

Chalo Beteh

beautiful lie

2008-07-30T14:41:00.003+08:00

Beautiful Lie

And think about your life
Do you want to be different?
Try to let go of the truth
The battles of your youth
'Cause this is just a game

It's a beautiful lie
It's a perfect denial
Such a beautiful lie to believe in
So beautiful, beautiful lie makes me

It's time to forget about the past
To wash away what happened last
Hide behind an empty face
Don't ask too much the same
'Cause this is just a game

It's a beautiful lie
It's a perfect denial
Such a beautiful lie to believe in
So beautiful, beautiful lie makes me
Lie, beautiful, oh

Everyone's looking at me
I'm running 'round in circles
Plagued with a quiet desperation's building higher
I've got to remember this is just a game

So beautiful, beautiful
It's a beautiful lie
So beautiful, beautiful
It's a beautiful lie

It's a beautiful lie
It's a perfect denial
Such a beautiful lie to believe in
So beautiful, beautiful lie makes me

Im so in love with this song. And feel free to sing along with the lyrics. hehe.

Garden festival

2008-07-30T00:15:00.003+08:00

29/07/08

A very draggy day to be exact. Woke up and found that both of my sisters and my brother were not schooling. Haha! My dad called and he was angry coz we're all at home, BUT he made full use of that opportunity. Fetched my mom from work and off we went to Suntec City to see SGF 2008! We weren't particularly interested, just that my dad was dying to go. So we tagged along. When we entered like WOAH! The first one that i saw was damn nice, i cannot even begin to say how much i love it! Like something that came out from those movies like Lord of the Rings or Alice in Wonderland. There was something like an underwater garden. It seems like its underwater but its not. Then there's tulips and lilies of every possible colour. And so many more flowers. And duh, of course they're real.

There's so much to say and i donoe how to describe it. haha. My brother was running all around, i dont know whether he was woah-ing at the flowers, or his freedom to run round those flowers and play hide&seek. Haha. And guess wad? I saw pitcher plants! The ones you learn in primary school where they suck in insects and small mammals? Yeah thats it. Just that in real life it smells gross. Haha. There were exhibitions from all over the countries and one of the best was from Singapore. Hell yeah! We should be proud people!! Wee~!

P.s. I wanna go again. Can i? Hehe.

Singapore Garden Festival 08

damaged

2008-07-29T23:42:00.003+08:00

EVERNOBEST

Moshi Moshi y'all. Welcome to my humble blog. I apologise for not updating for almost a week. Coz i'm in no mood and i'm sooo lazy to even on my laptop. haha.

27/07/08
K i gotta tell u something. I argued with a customer. And dammit, i was so angry i can throw a chair at that bloody nimwit daughter of a booch. There was this one middle aged customer who talked a lot and had 3 kids. She was talking and talking on the phone all the while, while trying my shoes. And taking about some stupid costly country club. Like so yaya right? I ABSOLUTELY hate it when people keep trying and messing up all the shoes which i've arranged nicely and perfectly. I seriously DO mind people trying for fun.

Then she asked me to introduce courtshoes to her. Coz she needs it for her officewear. Her teenage sec 2 daughter had a lot of comments which were irrelevant. Like asking her mom to go home and change her clothes and come down to try the shoes. Her mom was asking my opinion and i said it's obvious that these shoes were meant for officewear. Like duh right? Ya know what that stupid daughter said? " Then u take off ur pants and let my mummy wear lor." And gave me this stupid stuck-up smart face. I smiled and shot back at her. I asked wad sec level she was in. And i said "Ohh. Sec 2? Wahh! Your mouth very smelly ah. So rude sia fuck." Then she complained to her mom and the mom went berserk and started confronting me. I walked away and let my floor manager deal with her. Under NO circumstances am i saying sorry. Because i made it clear that the mom was my customer, not the daughter. So its none of my ****ing business!!! Whatever. I dont even care if i lose my bloody job. Harumph!!!!!!!

Couch potato

2008-07-24T15:08:00.002+08:00

Halo People! Long time no see!

As you all know, i've not been updating my blog for almost a week? It is BECAUSE there is absolutely nothing interesting for me to blog about. haha. Like seriously, i work on weekends and i rot at home on weekdays. Now i've got a new pastime. Being a couch potato. Because my dad's just got a new modem and scv at a cheap rate. So watching tv's gonna become my new hobby now instead of msn-ing. lol.

I'm being so temperamental nowadays, maybe due to pms? I don't know. I wanna go out but then i don't wanna go out. I love being at home nowadays. Like just do nothing at all. Cleaning up, washing up, eating, watching tv. And today, my sisters are all at home. So we're gonna bake cookies and fudge brownies later. Woohoo! My family's favorite pastime is eating and checking out the best food in town. So i guess that's basically why i gotta watch my weight. Dammit, i've gained 1 kg and its evident on my cheeks and tummy. LoL. ok chill2 eh.

To all those who miss me, please do sms me. Muahaha. Coz i miss you all. Esp the GCs.

indes

2008-07-18T14:44:00.007+08:00

Today is a really fucked up day
Everything went haywire
Nothing more to be said

INDESCRIBABLE

Strudelicious

2008-07-17T11:46:00.009+08:00

H to the E to the L to the L to the O....

Heyyyy HELLO!

Dear Readers,
On the 16th of July, nani and ifah went out.
and there were a lot of weird stuff happening around us.
An old malay "pakcik" wearing hats and rings full of gems.
Utterly weird is the only available word to describe him.
Minas and backpack man staring at us.
We go like "what, what, what?!"
To sim lim square because its not diagonal.
Being asked whether we were locals.
Ifah saying that maybe we look like Indons and Philipos.
To Ritz to have strudels
Coz nani "kempunan".
Then to Mac we went to have dinner with Sab.
This 2 stupid china woman throwing fries at my feet.
Does it look like my feet can eat?
In the train, in the oh-so-crowded train
Talking about anything that can be talked about
This abang-la behind ifah trying to lean in
And maybe hoping to join in our conversation?
Ifah lost balance, and fell towards the abang
He was grinning like Batman's Joker.
Went to Lot One and nani was smiling like hell.
Because payday's finally here!!

I didn't go for class again today! Because i slept at 5 am and i hate maths. So many excuses, but whatever. I hate maths. lol.

K so thank you for reading people.
Arigato Gozaimas.

dont speak

2008-07-15T14:31:00.010+08:00

Baby I'm Back

K guys, i'm back to bloggin. If i leave it any much longer, it'll turn so basi. As you can see, i've changed my blogskin AGAIN. haha. I'm so fickle and choosy that i think it was just best i leave it at this one. Ok? =)

Am currently addicted to Natalie Imbruglia - Torn. Ya i know its such an old and lame song but i kept replaying in my mp3 and laptop. Damn peaceful song. Haha. Aniwae, i've been up to no good these few days. Been puffing a damn lot. And damnit, i really need to force myself to break the habit. Like linkin park said " I'm breeeeaaaking the haaaaaaabit tonight" wakakaka. ok sushes!

I'm falling into "egna" mode (boredom) nowadays coz there's really nothing that interests me. Nothing to look forward to, nothing to feel happy about. I'm always lost. I need to get myself back on track, i need to straighten my life out. Coz its going all ways. I hope i can. Chia yo!

To all of my frens out there, i hope you're happy wherever you are. Miss my g.c' s!

Sab: Noted 24th August. Do tell me if you need any help :)

ridicule

2008-07-12T00:04:00.002+08:00

You know ah some people say that when u get older ur mentality gets wiser? I think it somehow does not seem to apply to me. I was mad at myself for being mad and __________. To think about it, i was being ridiculous. A lesson to be learnt, Nani.

philosophy

2008-07-11T11:27:00.012+08:00

"Halo Halo! Testing mike 1 2 3. Miss Nanie speaking."

I am in class, culture to be exact and i'm bored. As usual, coz i'm always bored nowadays. Dont know why. Yesterday, had stats lesson and was having a headache looking at the numbers and formulas. Like seriously, who cares about hypotheses and its formulas and its critical region and god knows what else. Omg. Fucking stupid maths. Haha. I pon class halfway and headed to causeway to have lunch with my friend. Thot of watching a movie but then something came up so plan was abandoned. I've been wanting to watch a movie and the plans always terbantot (cock up). Haha. Went home, had a rest while doing my fave, reading books.

Then someone called me up and it totally dampened my mood. Bcoz that someone was saying something like do i wanna have his stuffs and mine back. Macam sial kan. Donoe what he was intending to do, but i think the most utmost reason was to see how i would react and trying to hurt me as much as possible. He's attached for almost a year and i don't see why he still wants to continue making life difficult for me. I wish i had the guts to tell his gf what the fuck he's up to. But then, its too evil to go around ruining another person's heart just because of one person. So what now that you had your claim to fame and someone with a so called status now? I was with u when u didn't even have a penny to your name. Whatever it is, i really hope u have the chance to broaden your mind, coz it's too small u can't even see it. Gosh. Ok enough now. lol

Sab: Bile kau buat gathering tu ah? Brape august? Kalau weekend i need to take off. :)

Charlie's devils

2008-07-09T14:34:00.012+08:00

I swear Sab looks taller in this pic. Thanks to the maxi dress. Haha. And of course. I'm the shortest. lol. Yesterday, went to bugis with Ifah and then met Sab. Ate at Tong Seng and then accompanied Sab to Macdonald's. Sab, i realise u've been eating quite a lot of fast food lately. Hehe. Then we were chatting non-stop as always. And catching up with the latest of the latest news. Mcm mak2 kpo. Haha. It would be nice if each and everyone of us was there. Sentosa outings and everything seems far-fetched nowadays. With everybody so busy with life. Nvm, there will always be something to celebrate! Like the upcoming birthdays! Nabilah, Sabrina and Sharifah's!

Sab: Botanic garden mcm best tempat. Hehe. Bbq pon actually boleh, but then i think must find a place with shelters and everything. Dah musim hujan nie. kk aku mcm paham. lol.
Ifah: When u need company, just call me up! Go N*Sync! Hahahhahahahaha.

bugs

2008-07-07T15:33:00.005+08:00

Something's bugging me. But i don't know what. Any ideas?

arab

2008-07-06T00:31:00.008+08:00

Tears from the Moon

Uno dos tres. One two three. Ei er san. Satu dua tiga.........

Hello peeps! Long time no see! hehe.

Yesterday was a friday. " A restless friday". All due to the effing bad customer service at arab. My goodness. Here's how it happened. First i asked for sauce, and she gave me this one fcuked up face, and when we asked her smthg she talked as if there were bubbles foaming in her mouth. And to add to it, i ordered lemon tea and waited for a whole 20 mins and there was still no lemon tea! Me and bhai were both pissed and because i did not want to spoil the day, i thought it was best we kept mum. And i was secretly learning how to keep my temper from flaring by keeping my bloody mouth as tight shut as it can be. Success! Haha. I gave up and told bhai that we should just pay and go off. Stupid stupid. These people should really know that facial expressions play an important part in customer service. Wth! Lalalalalala. *ploop*ploop*

ayu

2008-07-03T09:09:00.006+08:00

P.S: I LOVE AYU!

Good morning peeeeeeeeeeeps!

In class now and i'm bored as usual. Trying to get ready for the maths that's gonna bombard my mind later. Haha. I'm so gonggong at maths. And to add to it, i'm not good at my other subjects either. But who cares? As long as im not absent and i get my grades. That's good enuf for me. Wakakaka. My class is so fucking cold, i wonder how anyone can stand it. Aaahhhh! Shite.

Yesterday i was rotting at home and eating and eating and i keep on eating. My goodness. Went to slack with a friend for awhile and accompanied her to have dinner. Then my cousin kept calling me and i was wondering what in the world was so urgent. And noe wad? He was trying to matchmake me with his friend again. Yet again. I'm pissed lah. Bcoz it's not gonna work and i dont even know who the hell is he. He says he has my interests at heart. Wahlau. What is dis man?!

I'm in no mood today and i don't know why. There are so many things to think about. And my mind's jammed already. Damnit.

To my g.c's: When's the next outing? Puasa? I miss you all.
To marina: Nenek kamu sudah baik nggak? Hope she's well :)

Radit&Jani

2008-06-30T20:14:00.006+08:00

Radit&Jani

I fucking love and hate this story. I don't know why. It's torture.

We've been naive, been gullible, been silly
Because it's what makes it love
A big part of just chemistry and feelings
With no regard for anything

But sooner as time passes
Love is not just 2 elements together
They're everything, a mixture

The binding
Of good and bad
Of happiness and despair
Of the beautiful and the beasty

Is it or is it not love?
You decide

I'm thinking. And i think a lot. Thinking but not saying. I'ma get it out of me before it rots. To you, if u ever chanced upon this, i wanna say that i have never regretted being with you or breaking up with you. Ironic isn't it? Because to think of it now, if i didn't get out of it, i would be left enduring all of it till now. It's always about you. Always about your needs and wants. Always about your lies. Always about helping you. As for me? You lived your life and i lived yours. Was it my fault for being too hard on you? Was it my fault for being me? I'm glad i had the chance to find myself and figure out what i really want. But thank you for the all the memories that were never forgotten after all these years. I wish you all the best in life. Cheers.

star

2008-06-29T01:34:00.008+08:00

Like a Star

Moshi Moshi y'all.

I head to work like a zombie today. Due to a movie marathon with my siblings. Slept at 6, woke up at 11. I'm damn tired & I got stared at by a customer because i was yawning all the way when she was talking to me. Haha. I got off early today and thot of going home to just crash. When i forgot that i gotta go eat chilli crab with my colleagues. So off we went to bukit timah to have supper. I didn't know they provided pliers to break the crab legs! I called them 'spanar' and got laughed at. Wakaka. And this one cute colleague of mine wanted to try and use the pliers. I dont know what the hell happened but the big fat crab leg went flying all the way to mars. Hahahahaha. This is what i call pecah perot!

Blame it on pms. I'm having pimple breakouts and i'm getting fatter. Seriously, how much uglier can a person get? lol. K i gotta sleep now, see you when i see you my dear friends :)

5 cents

2008-06-28T00:56:00.006+08:00

5 cents

Halo people.

Like i said, today was a very very very boring day in class. The faci was like die pe nonok. Asking so many questions and staring at people just because they were using their laptops when a team's presenting. Wtf sia. Its impossible to just sit there and stare at the ppts. People will go crazy sooner or later. lol.

Went to town with my friend. This so monotonous friend. Luckily now he picked up a sense of humor. haha. kk chill. I'm joking btw ah bhai! hahaha. Went to search for shoes, but ended up just walking around. And i dont know why today i kept going to the toilet. Seriously, i think there's smthg wrong with my bladder system ah. lol.

K the most amusing part of all happened at exactly 8PM. There was this one muslim bangla, he approached bhai and suddenly gave greetings and salam. He was asking for a donation in return for an ayat. So bhai gave him a donation with sooooo much sincerity. Then the bangla was like calling out and i was wondering why. So i asked bhai "Eh how much u give to that person ah?" And u noe wad?! It was frigging 5 cents lah! Omg. I think the cost of printing and laminating that ayat costs even more. Bhai said he's only got like 5 cents in his pocket and only notes. Hahahahahahahahahhahahahahahahhahahahhahaha. A doa for you " Ya allah. Tolonglah kembalikan kwn aku ke pangkal jalan yang betol" amin.

K now im pissed. Coz my dad said that i'm getting fatter and should go on a diet. And to add to it, he said i should wear heels coz i'm short. Gosh. This is humiliation man.

K now lemme sing a song for you people. Everybody sing!
Shibab *snap* Shibub *snap* Shibab Shibub Shibab to the bub *snap snap*
Keep on snapping people.

Stone

2008-06-27T14:24:00.004+08:00

One Sentence:
I'm so bloody bored and i'm stoning to no end.

My deepest condolences

2008-06-26T11:31:00.007+08:00

Blue Fear

Ola Ola Ola! =)

I'm at home and i didn't go for my stats lesson. Wtf. I woke up in the morning and my head felt like it was going to burst. Maybe its due to lack of sleep? Or maybe i think too much? Gue enggak tau kenapa begitu sik. Lol.

First of all, i wanna offer my deepest condolences to Jean & family. I'm really sorry for your loss. And to those who can't make it due to "issues", well i guess yall aren't what i would wanna call friends. Honestly, there are 5 of us and i'm the only one who bothered to go? My goodness. Its a good thing Jean didn't take it to heart. But she must have felt a lil bit sad bcoz i think she was hoping for all of us to be there even if it was just for awhile? Haiz. I wanted and i have to be there for Jean because she has been there supporting me even if it was just mere little things. I really hope that you'll feel better coz u deserve to be happy more than anyone else! =)

K now i wanna thank inod and ajun for the "no-charge" kfc meal. hahahhahaha. For goodness sake, we only saw her once and said hi. She kept asking us if we wanted anymore! Mampos. So paiseh sia. We kept saying "takpe-takpe, its ok" and she kept giving us more. THANK YOU PUTRI! hehe. It seems that i've been getting perrrr-food lately. Wee~! And sab, i realised smthg ah. You're beautiful when you're pregnant! =)

Farewell to Monkey Society

Crap

2008-06-26T00:15:00.004+08:00

I'm feeling so dammit crappy right now due to i dont know what. Haha

2008-06-25T14:40:00.003+08:00

TEKA-TEKI YANG PERLU DIBERI PENAMPAR

1) Lubang ape yang rasanye hangat, nikmat dan nyaman?
Answer: LUBANGun pagi2, tarik selimut pastu lu tido balik....
2) Minyak ape yang disukai oleh lelaki?
Answer: MINYAKsikan pertandingan bolasepak Liga-M opp!!! salah EPL laaa
3) Kuih ape yang bungkusnya di dalam, isinya di luar?
Answer: Kuih salah bikin.
4) Binatang ape yang power dlm bab berKarate?
Answer: Kuda belang....cube kira brape black belt dia ade.
5) Siape yang menemukan dompet kulit?
Answer: Yang menemukan dompet kulit tersebut tolong pulangkan kepada saye.
6) Pintu ape yang walaupun dengan 10 org pun tak leh nak tolak?
Answer: Pintu yang ade tulis 'TARIK'
7) Saya ade 3 kepala, 4 tangan dan 5 kaki...siapakah saya?
Answer: Pembohong...
8) Apa dia 'Jauh di mata, dekat di hati'?
Answer: Usus
9) Binatang ape yang seluruh anggota tubuhnya kat kepala?
Answer: Kutu rambut

uno,dos,tres

2008-06-25T12:44:00.009+08:00

Welcome to RAINBOW

Hello you guys. I bloody dont know what to blog about. HAHA~

I'm so bloody bored at home. Everybody's busy with school, work & life. I somehow feel that i'm lost somewhere in between with nowhere to go. LOL. I woke up so early in the morning to take my "understanding test" which was only 30 mins. And by no means, wasting my fucking time. Yet again. I'm talking to my friend right now and she's lecturing me to stop and keeping myself on guard against people. Wth. Just because i dont wanna go out and meet your "so-called" friend? I dont think its wrong of me to prevent myself from having feelings for anybody because i think its better to play safe! I leave it up to fate and whatever u wanna say, i think i'm doing what's best for myself. It's called preventing. duh.

To Sabrina&Nabilah, CONGRATULATIONS TO YOU! On being a mom again and to nabilah a big sister! yay! Yet another addition to the G.C family. A boy. Gosh im so excited. 2 boys and a girl; Nur Nabilah Nasyirah, Matin Anaqi and coming up.. Muhammad Naufal! Wee~
And i miss you sab. =) It's been quite some time we hung out. I hope ure doing well with ur pregnancy. All the diamonds and glitters luck to you!

[I dont know why i'm craving for chocodip marshmallows. lol]

the BIGinning

2008-06-20T11:17:00.000+08:00

Namaste you guys =)

Hysteria

boredom

Overdose

Lolli Lolli

Aishiteru

Fallen Angel

Adek Boge Toge

Gossip girl

A7X

*YAWNS*

Boredom Babies

Speechless

Sian Sian

erm.. I'm Back?

nabilah's invitation

im back babies

Its a new day

beautiful lie

Garden festival

damaged

Couch potato

indes

Strudelicious

dont speak

ridicule

philosophy

Charlie's devils

bugs

arab

ayu

Radit&Jani

star

5 cents

Stone

My deepest condolences

Crap

uno,dos,tres

the BIGinning

YAWNS