The Cyanide

Hey ladies, go "hit em up style" !!

I suddenly remembered this song from sec school. And i'm now humming to myself in the computer lab. I'm bored so i'm surfing the net and blog-hopping right now. Came across "hasyot inc" multiply and saw something really funny!! The "hantaran" stories and the table on "before and after marriage". I am seriously giggling to myself. These bunnies are looking at me as if i've gone out of my mind. Haha. Ok gtg scream at them!!!!!!!!!!

Happy April Fool Folks!! =)

Labels: An extra-ordinary day for me. Glad to say, i'm happy now.

googing @ 12:32 PM

Ok guys, i'ma start my grumbling session. Tanak dengar sudah! haha

I am feeling so tired. I don't know why. It's like i'm working non-stop from saturday till thursday. And sometimes i feel like i'm suffocating from working too much. The only time that i feel like i'm being myself is when i'm with my G.C's. I don't have to act proper or talk proper since i can be as mad as i want to. (but smtimes korg ah2kan aku je kan?!) haha. Sometimes i feel like one bloody hypocrite. But the thing is, i cant be myself, even at my own house. Because there's always a thing called "rules". And sad to say, i hate it. Things have been going on as per normal, but i think my enthusiasm in life is running out. I'll seriously go insane before i even reach 21. And for god's sake i'm ONLY 21. So why do i feel like i'm carrying too much burden? Or isit just because i feel like i can't take it? Is it always gonna be this way, me working like hell, but knowing that it's never gonna be enough?

Fuck it.

Aniwae, i spent my weekends working. Ok duh. Another weekend wasted yet again, and in years to come i think i'll still remain this way. haha. Ok to Sab & Ifah, me and inod are planning for a weekend out this saturday. I've already taken my day off, because seriously i think i need it. To breathe in the saturday "air". haha. It's been such a long time. So guys, give some suggestions coz me and inod thot of going for our own "K-Nite"!

Labels: So long suckerrrrs

googing @ 8:47 AM

Obviously

Somebody
is
not
happy
with
me.

Where did i go wrong? I'm always minding my own business and these "people" have to rake up gossip about me. And these "people" are also dissatisfied because obviously i'm doing alot better than them. Let's be logical, i don't have the papers to outshine them. So what is their problem? Urgh.

Update: I have permed my hair. Haha. Not really what i wanted but still i thought atleast it wasn't so bad. No more time wasted to do my hair. lol.

To Sab&Ifah: Marina is having holidays, so maybe we could plan GC outings!! Weee~

Labels: smells like teen spirit?

googing @ 8:36 AM

i am back

ok yet again. i noe seriously my blog was left abandoned. but never mind. i am "planning" to keep up with this. lol. Aniwae, had a great weekend.

Friday
was the BOMB. The"$200" day. Haha. I'm so happy but at the same time felt like time is running out and im 21 this yr. Wah fuck man. But the friday was so much fun! & I couldnt stop laughing and irritating my frens. Esp Sabrina and Nana. Met up with Ifah&Aza. And then saw Sarinah&the bf. We cam-whored and guess what? I'm always the ugliest of them all. Haha! Seriously its been such a long time that we went out to town and just keep up with what's been going on in our lives. Serious, funny and nonsensical talks. And with nana forever talking abt how she wanna dress up like a cheerleader gone wrong. Omg, i couldn't stop laughing. Yet again. One day i'm gonna die of too much laughter. HAHAHA.

Saturday
was working. And it was so so so boring. My customers were all very swey people. I'm like counting down the minutes and hours to cabot from there. After work, met up with Jean&Bf for awhile. Had a heart to heart with them, but somehow i feel like things aren't the same with me and her anymore. Isit bcoz i'm being too sensitive? I don't know. But let's not think too much about it. She's still one of my best friends. After that, met up with Sab&Husband and fren to slack. And the joke of the day is.......... "Sab muntah". hahahaha. I was having a migraine and we were like talking to distract us from vomiting right inside the van. Muahahaha. (Sori Sab) =p

All in all, a great way to end a weekend. De-stressing myself and doing some self-reflection. I should go out more often and stop cooping myself up at home like some boring nenek. haha.

Ok then, i love u guys. you know who you are. =)

Labels: nirvana rocks

googing @ 11:33 PM

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